Marie.

2006-08-19T01:17:00.000+08:00

i cant sleep..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEY! (:

2006-08-18T20:58:00.000+08:00

SELAMAT HARI JADI DALE! ((: LOVELVOE!

SATRUDAY

2006-08-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

yeah. tomorrow is saturday! haha. NIGHT SAFARI HERE I COME!
barry! we will throw u in! ((:

results. (:

2006-08-12T00:07:00.000+08:00

chinese o results are out. i've got a B3 and a distinction for orals! (: yeah. thank God for it! LOVELVOE!

sprain ankle.

2006-08-09T14:45:00.000+08:00

look at my ankle. ):
sprained.

tanning good time

2006-08-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

oh yeah. went tanning with longzhen. janney and ying. WHOO HOO! indeed! sun was FAB! i was dark! haha.YEAHEYAHEA. wore jocey's bikini. haha first time man. somehow i felt so naked. haha. but oh wells. i got my tan! reddneesss. haah. met raymon and meikwan for dinner. went over vientai for desserts. haha. den raymon's beau came. haha so cute.

FRIDAY

2006-08-05T01:14:00.000+08:00

heyy. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIN HUI. and FOP was great. take a look at the various photos on BERTEH phone. HAHA

NEW FOUND GLORY?

2006-08-03T17:57:00.000+08:00

his new found glory? my misery. ):

2006-07-30T12:04:00.000+08:00

theres many things that made me regret and often blame myself for it. some things which i ought to say but didnt, some things which i ought to do but didnt. ):

AVALON- TESTIFY TO LOVE

2006-07-30T11:48:00.000+08:00

All the colors of the rainbow
All of voices of the wind
Every dream that reaches out
That reaches out to find where love begins
Every word of every story
Every star in every sky
Every corner of creation lives to testify
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
I'll be a whitness in the silences when words are not enough
With every breath I take I will give thanks to God above
For as long as I shall live
I will testify to love
From the mountains to the valleys
From the rivers to the sea
Every hand that reaches out
Every hand that reaches out to offer peace
Every simple act of mercy
Every step to kingdom come
All the Hope in every heart will speak what love has done.

PMC CUP and DANCE TEAM! (:

2006-07-30T11:31:00.000+08:00

2006-07-28T13:50:00.000+08:00

you only see what your eyes wanan see.

2006-07-27T23:01:00.000+08:00

AHHH. IM SO HAPPY. WHHEEEEE. SINGAPORE IS SO SMALL. VERY SMALL. SMALL. SMALL. MARCUS MET EUGENE. EUGENE MET MARCUS WHHEEE!!!!!!!!

im happy.

2006-07-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

i got my tamogotchi! YEAHH!. after 6 tries of $1. haha. and today, i got it! (: OMGOSH. im turning into a kid . haha. its really cute! aww.

2006-07-27T22:27:00.000+08:00

Raindrops keep falling on my head.

stupid things again....

2006-07-26T20:49:00.000+08:00

prep was well,, not good. the cher was horrible, she dimmed the lights, draw the curtains and lowered the speed of fan. STUPID. i was snoozing off at the back.

STUPID STUFF, STUPID PEOPLE DOES.

2006-07-26T20:43:00.000+08:00

okay, im really pissed. Mrs henry told JLOW iwas seeing some guy from her class. OMGOSH! wth. we just got to know each other, besides, i only treat him like a good friend. then JLOW told me not to be so smiley and friendly to guys. i was like... OKAY . ):
next stuff. some people are just brainless. heard something.. digest it, spread it, give it a good laugh and walk away knowing everything. WTF. i think i should close down my blogspot. prevent further brainless creatures from reading them. ( NO OFFENCE TO REGULAR PATRONS (: )

you have shits for brains, ya' know?

HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL

2006-07-25T22:51:00.000+08:00

woooo... ghostly. haha. i was grabbing my hair when i walked home alone in the night today. ocs i remembered jesslin telling me, ghosts, souls, love hanging onto long hair girls. haha

MISSSING.

2006-07-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

Sunday was fun. went Heeren to support barry for his rapestry. with jocey, KK , zeyi , ram and YC. i had motion sickness in KK cars.was still feeling the vomitness here. haha. den ate with auntie and ah ma. yeah.
and today, im sad. ): MR YAP.
anyway, MR YAP IS GONE LA. i miss him. he'll no longer be in this school at my PE teacher. i miss him i miss him i really do. heard from ying hes ENGAGED! WTF. he didnt tell me la. ): i cried upon hearing it. cos I REALLY REALLY REALLLY MISS HIM. yah know. many memories. first time i talked to him was during PTM this year. played game with him, won him many rounds. the next closest contact was during use your hands campaign. i guess it was fated that i was choosen and grouped with him and mr goh ( SQUARED FACE CHER) haha. the rubbish dumd incident. that was funny. and both of us were so shy, I MISS THOSE TIMES! I MISS HIM. but all these will be a great memory for me. and and, i remember why he was so reluctant to let me and pei fang off when we didnt went for his jumping lessons. he was so happy upon hearing that both of us passed our standing board jumps. finally i know the reason, hes leaving. but he left without a word, that was what i was sad about, but , do take care mr yap, whereever you are. (: LOVELVOE!

wishing you all the best. (:

CHURCH CUP

2006-07-22T21:34:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey. haha. church cup was fun. was funny in the morning. meet at Tampines with the rest of cheer peeps. then boarded the 69 bus. theres 2 birdies inside. they cant come out. stuck inside. haha. so funny. shits all over the place.
reach there, some stuffs hapened. then couldnt get mats. so whole cheer thing was called off. BUT GOD IS GREAT. in the end we did our cheer too! ((: LOVELOVE and i had fun! GO WTFC!

I MISS YOU.

2006-07-21T23:57:00.000+08:00

you know , i know , we know, all misses these.....

CHEER CHEERR CHEER

2006-07-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

WTFC IS GONNA BLOW YOU AWAY. haha. had fun today. went Lavender with JOCEY. bought my FBT! WHOO HOO!. though i had a very bad week. but i'll put it all aside. (: cheer was great. cramped my toes. i was screaming hell off. haha

I CANT TOLERATE ANY LONGER.

2006-07-20T17:23:00.000+08:00

well. im happy today cos ive pass my JUMMPING WITH PEI FANG! LOVELOVE!! (: and just one jumped after one round of running. MR SAN is the antidote i guess. HAAHA.

doesnt mean i dont say anything, i dont mind.

DONT SHOW ATTITUDE, I'LL SHOW U MINE.

2006-07-16T18:03:00.000+08:00

im really pissed.
i;m really pissed. with people LIKE YOU who show me their attitude! ):

When all the world is a hopeless jumble and the raindrops tumble all around.

2006-07-15T22:55:00.000+08:00

haha saw clader yesterday, he said im still as radiant looking as ever! (: thanks! HAHA

saturdayy.

2006-07-15T21:29:00.000+08:00

yeah. had diarrhoe. didnt go for physics. my diarrhoe came back again.anyway, went to church had ze yi's chemistry. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AH SNG AND CLAYTON CMK ((: LOVELOVE!
taught Daniel some basic warm ups, standing posture for singing, how to use your diaphramg, the funny high pitch warm up. go through the songs with him. with the help of sam and jocey. thereafter, went DOWNTOWN with jocey. had our dinner there. went BK to do some HW. yeah. went home talking about many stuff. like who will we get married with in church and start a family. yeah and we named many names. put them together and had a great laugh! (:

CHINESE ORAL SUCKS! I SCREWED IT UP BIG TIME

2006-07-13T19:05:00.000+08:00

im so sososososoos SAD! i screwed up my chinese oral. ):

I FOUND IT! (:

2006-07-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

I MISS AMUNDSEN 2004

2006-07-11T21:43:00.000+08:00

HEY! those amundsen people who are reading this. I MISS YOU PEOPLE! haha. was holding the photo of our group. i miss everything there! )': wanan cry already.. haha. the smiles on everyone face!! OMGOSH! SO SWEET. mario, li shan, sha sha, kian, hasif, mong teng, jeremy, mei fong, kamarul, jueng long, faizal, ice, terica, susanti , rong hui! I MISSS YOU ALL! MUACKS!

P.S someone please help me scan the pic. AYN PLEASE haha.

SLOW DANCE

2006-07-10T18:38:00.000+08:00

Have you ever watched kids

On a merry-go-round?

Or listened to the rain

Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?

Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down

Don't dance so fast.

Time is short.

The music won't last.

Do you run through each day

On the fly?

When you ask How are you?

Do you hear a reply?

When the day is done

Do you lie in your bed

With the next hundred chores

Running through your head?

You better slow down

Don't dance so fast

Time is short

The music won't last

Ever told your child

We'll do it tomorrow?

And in your haste,

Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch ,

Let a good friendship die

Cause you never had time

To call and say, "HI"

You better slow down

Don't dance so fast

Time is short

The music won't last

When you run so fast to get somewhere

You miss half the fun of getting there.

When you worry or hurry through your day,

It is like an unopened gift....

Thrown away.

Life is not a race.

Do take it slower

Hear the music

Before the song is over.

i love my week!

2006-07-10T15:52:00.000+08:00

i was in church on friday. yeah. had dance practice, and worship practice. until around 10 plus. went dinner and home. woke up at 930 on saturday, then i was late for Ze yi's chemistry . Jocey, Ting Song were there at 10. was so sleepy la, cant help it , i love to sleep.. hhaah. then came Ah sng , gerlad, swimming and KK! he bought us breakfast.!!! ((: the lesson ends around 1230 , Daryl came in and arrowed me and Jocey to help a old lady on wheelchair for THE JOURNEY. yeah pushed her for 5 hours. so tiring. but im okie with it cos im doing somethign good! ((: learnt quite alot of stuff there, being on missions is not easy as it seems. the visa corner was strict man, hella strict. haha. i didnt know more countries made bible as a restricted item. after the whole even i was worn out. sleep on the bench at the back of sanctuary until worship pract began. worship pract was FUN!.
YOUTH SUNDAY! many said our dance was greatt! (: long zhen came she said so nice. hah. WORSHIP was great too! (:
then i had choir practice. teresa came back!!! i saw her i was OMGOSH! teresa!! haha. then had cheer practice.

theres many for me to be committed in. Studies,Home, Dance, Worship, Choir, i just pray for God to help.
though my week was busy, i still enjoyed it! (: LOVELOVE!

i survived this hard week.

2006-07-07T23:49:00.000+08:00

class deco had just been done. YEAH! anyway, this week was really bad. real bad. i had mood swings now and then and couldnt really concentrate in class. so exhasted from all the NOTHING?! haha yah. went to Coral sec's dental. kinda fun, the dentist is so pretty! shes so friendly too! (: yah. im so tired. sum up the whole thingy. im so sick of this week. not fun not thrilling NOTHING. so lethargic.

irritating guys.

2006-07-05T19:36:00.000+08:00

guys like ivan are so irritating. gimme a break!

FIRST WEEK OF SCHOOL

2006-07-01T10:49:00.000+08:00

first week was fine. anyways im gonna be real busy to update all my stuff. HAHA. soo pardon me if i haven been updating and replying tags. (:
LOVELOVE EVERYONE! (:

WILL THEY?

2006-06-20T11:18:00.000+08:00

they said what you dream at night are all opposite of your reality life. is that true? i used to believed that way. cos dream lighten your miserable life. it shows all the opptimistic ways life can have. but what i dreamt last night was liek this... all stood by me when i was in trouble. but in reality, no.

2006-06-17T12:31:00.000+08:00

would you fly with me. ?

2006-06-08T11:40:00.000+08:00

who on earth will cares about what you think. no one will. even if there is, its all virtual. no reals. all these bullshits ive been putting up with. bullshitters gives me excuses , not an answer.

(:

2006-06-07T21:57:00.000+08:00

im really happy. finally someone knows what im going through and is very supportive of me. THANKS AYN! (:

WONDERFUL NDP MEMORIES

2006-06-05T12:10:00.000+08:00

how ive missed those NDP combined schools choir times i had. today, i school i saw the practices they had for SYF opening, much similar to the NDP choir style. .
I MISSED MY SEC 3 LIFE.
HOW HAPPNENING AND CAREFREE.

AND LOOK! now! REALITY.
*drags.

SUNDAY.

2006-06-04T19:34:00.000+08:00

Church 74th anniversary was great. brought Ying Ying there. she nejoyed herself too. YEAH! then went town-ing with her. had great fun.
im so tired. noww.

LOVELOVE

2006-06-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

OUCH. MY BOTH UCLERS HURT LIKE CRAZY

something i kope-ed from Sam

2006-06-03T22:45:00.000+08:00

Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Don't read the questions before you write, and tag 5 people to do the survey.

sam
wayne
jocey
ying ying
long zhen
mei kwan
jansen
raymond
alan
daniel chia
xaiver
walter
saidi
ana
shun
auntie annie
janet
clayton
berlinda
ng jun wei

Questions:

1. How did you meet number 14?
ANA.i met her in church while we were so much younger.

2.What would you do if you had never met Number 1?
SAM! i would know how much our childhood mean to us!

3.What would you do if 20 and 9 dated you?
HAHA jun wei, he wont, he has a girl friend now. no. 9 ,hmm it happened once but. he's way too old for me.

4.Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
haha mei kwan and janet? no way. both are girls.

5.Describe Number 3.
jocey, shes my buddy! all the neoprints and laughs!! HAHA i love you.

6.Do you think No.8 is attractive?
haha. Raymond, OF COS. haa attractive!

7.Tell me something about No.7.
janney. i best friend. he's so vain! .

8.Do you know anything about no.12's family?
yes yes. walter is living with his elder sister , father and mother and he has a fierce dog.

9.What is No.10's favorite?
daniel? hmm. he loves playing DOTA i guess.

10.What would you do if 11 confesses that he/she likes you?
XAVIER?! it will really never goonna happened

11. What language does 15 speak?
GOOD ENGLISH! SHUN!

12.Who is 18 going out with?
NO ONE. clayton will only date after his O's RIGHT!.

13.What is your relationship with no.16 and old is he/she now?
Auntie annie is my Ex-working partner. i dont know how old is she.

14.When was the last time u talked to 13?
hmm saidi ? its been weeks since i msged him. I MISS YOU

15 .Who's 2's favorite singer?
I DONT KNOW. BUT WAYNE SINGS!

16.Would you date number 4?
YES YES. im dating Ying to church tomorrow. haha

17.Would you date 14?
YES. haa. we shall go pool together

18.Is 15 single?
NO! haha
19.What's 10's last name?
DANIEL CHIA

20.Would you ever consider being in a relationship with 6?
NO. shes my best friend. and SHES A GIRL!

21.What school does 3 go to?
PLMGS

22.Where does 4 live?
HDB of tampines

23.What's your favorite thing about number 5?
SHE IS CRAZY always laughing with me

24. What do you think of no.13?
Saidi? HES A GREAT GUY.

25. what do no.4 and no.19 have in common?
BOTH HAS LONG HAIR.

26.what special qualities does no.17 hold in your life?
NOTHHING. haha.

2006-06-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

Taken a picture naked? NO
Made out with a member of the same sex? NO
Danced in front of your mirror? ALWAYS!
Told a lie? YES>
Gotten in a car with people you just met? YES
Been in a fist fight? YES- with my sister
Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? YES.
Been arrested? NO
Left your house without telling your parents? YES.
Ditched school to do something more fun? YES
Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex? YES. MEI KWAN. LONG ZHEN.
Seen someone die? YES.
Kissed a picture? YES YES - BRAD PITT's FACE.
Slept in until 3? YES
Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yesyes. i wanna do it again.
Played dress up? YEAH.
Fallen asleep at work/school? DUH!
Felt an earthquake? no
Touched a snake? no. wouldnt dare.
Ran a red light? no
Had detention? YES YES!
Been in a car accident? no.
Pole danced? HAHA yes.
Been lost? yes
Sang karaoke? yes
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? yes haha. the lemon tea.
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? NO. ):
Kissed in the rain? NO
Sang in the shower? YES
Got your tongue stuck to a pole? YES
Ever gone to school partially naked? NO!
Sat on a roof top? NOPE.
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? YES
Been told you're hot by a complete stranger? HAHA. YES.
Broken a bone? YES. JAW BONE? COUNTED? i sang too much.
Mooned/flashed someone? NOPE
Forgotten someone's name? YESS
Slept naked? NOOO!
Blacked out from drinking? NOO
Played a prank on someone? YES YES!
Felt like killing someone? YES!
Made a parent cry? hmm..yah..
Cried over someone? ALWAYS.
Had sex more than 5 times in one day? NO
Had/Have a dog? NOPE
Been in a band? YEAH
Drank 25 sodas in a day? NO. i dont like sodas.
Shot a gun? YES! a toy gun. so much fun.

saturdayy.

2006-06-03T14:36:00.000+08:00

my fingers still smell of indian curry. yikes. yesterday's buffet was yum. and the smell still stays. haa. just finished making POTATO SALAD. first time making salad. wonder if all will like it. haha

A SINGAPOREAN TOURIST IN SINGAPORE.

2006-06-02T23:42:00.000+08:00

haha. HAD A VERY VERY FUN DAY todayy. swimming was a disaster. IT RAINED damn. but LongZhen and i still enjoyed ourselves. and of course i guess i ve gain alot of weight yesterday and today. outing with Raymond is craziness! we are all mad about food.! oh dear. haha . Went Little India's street and had our Indian dinner buffet. very nice! from curries to prata. what say you? freaking nice.! AWW. the food is yet to be digested. feeling so full now.
thereafter we went down to Esplanade. ate CHOCZ 's Tiramizu ice creamn. YUM YUM YUM.
Just came back from Boat Quay and Clarke Quay. what a nice place there. the bars, the dinning restaurants and the busting night life. made me such a goondo down when we can enter none of the bars there. Ministry of Sound was WHOO HOO! Majestic from far man! im so gonna go in when i turn 18. . many many famous bars there too. Hooters, Gotham, IndoChine, Brewerkz, Harry's , The Penny Black, 1NiteStand, Crazy Elephant. all those weird names. AHHA. it was really a Wine.Dine and good time.i met there because i wanted to meet Alan. because i haven seen him for sucha LONG time and i was near there too. so just pop by to see how he was doing. Still great as ever. white as ever. a chef as ever. haha. i miss him so much!! now he's so far. anyway, hes better off in Pincho now rather then Vientai. yeah. half way my phone died while talking to him on the phone. then i was so lost in Clarke Quay. AHH im sucha goondoo-sami . Luckily theres still Raymond, prolly the only person amongst us who knows the way.
im so tired of all the walkings. AHH.
goodnights

DAY DAY DAY

2006-06-01T22:30:00.000+08:00

i had fun with Long Zhen. Jansen. Raymond today! we will be having more fun tomorrow! TATA! (:
anyway,THE NUN was nice!

I WAS DOWN, THEY PICKED ME UP.

2006-05-31T23:33:00.000+08:00

i was really really really down today. early in the morning. starting of my day, was in the lift, saw Liyana. GOSH, scared me to death. she ended up in ITE. a girl whom i always see in the lift reading and getting prepared for her exams and tests ended up in like that. i didnt have the courage to ask her how did she do. her uniform tells me all. i was dragging my feet to school, what would i become? then Joshua shouted my name , walked with him to school, and he told me some exotic stuff. okie i wont want to share that. then. Ying surprised me with "marie i can make it for your church on sunday" i was like so happy. that really brightens up my day only a while though. then MR YEO ! he made the whole class laughs man. i enjoyed his lessons so much. he's one damn bold teacher who is BOLD ENOUGH TO INSULT MR ONG AND THE SCHOOL. he sad it so scarcasticlly funny! with his queer hand gesture. " MR ONG IS 60 year younger than he is, WE ARE ALL THE COME-OVER HOR. PRCS THE PREMIER CHOICE SCHOOL HOR." so scarcastic! made every laughed their heads off.
heres the saddest part, my mom came to school to get my middys result slips. i was like shit, janice Low gonna say alot mann. and yes she did! she dont go one round and say, she said it straight forwardly. which all pisses me off. i've let my mom down real bad man. but she didnt scold me, the part where i felt the worst. sigh. den i returned back to class. forgotten to bring my Physics book. sat down, nothing goes in my mind, kinda numbed . waiting patiently for the day to end. AND FINALLY, Chemistry was the last lesson.
END. i was on the verged of crying. and then i did. stupid Long zhen made me cry. haha. * good bye long zhen*

walked home with mei kwan and Auntie Annie rang my phone. eager to meet her. some how God knows that i was down and sent me many company. from then on, i met ALOT OF PEOPLE. Auntie annie brought me to swensens for lunch. nice lunch, talked alot. went back Vientai . talked and talk. Guo Ping was the dispenser there. suddenly ive got the urged to work again. missed those days. but well, i gotta concentrated on studies now.
until it was time to head home we bid good bye at the bus interchange. i saw Shaz, one of my Primary school mate . he, too, went ITE. OMGOSH .WTF. why why! i ask him , he said he was getting real tired with studies . thats what im feeling now. he gave me an advice: " Study hard now and don't regrett it" on the way home on bus 81, i saw Jassamyn outside TPJC. called her and she was so suprised to hear my voice. asking me hows my studies and stuff. really missed those Choir time singing with her.
alighted the bus and walked straight home. waited for Agatha but to no avail caused suddenly something cropped up . then i saw Joshua again.! talked and talked. you know him..
yeah. im just seeing alot of people today. who had kept me accompanied.

suddenly, i could hear a voice said,
your not alone,
im always here.

LAUGHS. PRINTS. JUST JOCEY AND ME.

2006-05-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

ohh. school wasn't easy for me. I told you people. THERES HINDRANCE. even teachers are a hindrance to me now.grr. anywayy, I was so looking forward to the date me and jocey was planning at 2pm. haha. was watching the clock ticked and ticked as my school bell rang at 01:10pm. I WAS SO HAPPY! Anyway, MR YEO was fun! He's sucha pervert, talking about SugarDad. what was he thinking? it was just an uncle being nice to the niece. haha.

yeah yeah. where was I? OH OH! jocey and my date. took the mrt and sat down alone, before atiqah left me. the whole cabinet was so crowded when it reached Bedok. I sat patienly, mingled with my phone. and very soon, I was at City Hall. inter-changed the mrt.

and met up with jocey. I was so late. met her around 230 at Somerset. went Cineleisure for lunch at Kobayashi. it was yummy , I love the omelette thingy. then we went to take NEOPRINTS. HAD A LOT OF FUN! HAHA HARD GAY caps and shades on us. HOOOO~ . we took a real long time drawing changing designs on the neoprints. I LOVE TAKING NEOPRINTS!
Heeren was just a road away so we went there and walked , talked. LAUGHS. and pushing each other RIGHTT! *MIND OUR HAND JOCEY!.* hehh. :)
we walked to Taka, den to Wisma before we sat down for desserts. ICE KACANG. YUM! then, I saw Janet, Ex-college at Vientai, she's working at the Food Republic TEPANYAKI. shes still so talkative. oops. how sweet she was, she still keep my photo with her in her new phone. (:
after which, we went Topshop. just walked around. den we went Wheelocks Place Borders.
THE WHOLE DAY WAS FUN. JUST OUT WITH HER. ((:
took MRT and shared jokes!

QNS: why was 6 afraid of 7?
ANS: Because 7 ,8(ate) 9
kinda lame laa but we still laughed.

I LOVE JOCEY!
love love (:

2006-05-29T21:08:00.000+08:00

finally, ive made a point to call all my friends to bring their dictionaries. great monitress ayE? haha. no laa. annyway, im looking forward to this JUNE HOLS, meeting aunty annie, its been a long long time since ive seen her .that was like last year? working in Vientai? yeahh. im gonna make a point to meet AMUNDSEN. right AYN? meet mei ling ( primary school friend) i missed her many many. perhaps , meet BABY and CELINE. yeahh. i miss all of them.
JOCEY and I are gonna go down town tomorrow for some neoprint time in our NICE school uniforms. ahha.
i felt rather light now, forgiving and accepting others. let bygones be bygones. i'm feeling that ive grown upp. haha ready to be more open minded and more forgiving, thsi way, my life's load will be lighter. just like this song,

"Sing your way home, at the close of the day,

Sing your way home, drive the shadows away,

Smile every mile, wherever you go,

As you sing your way home, as you sing your way home,

as you sing your way home. "

forgive and forget.

2006-05-29T20:41:00.000+08:00

ive learn and finally, forgive someone who had hurt me the last time, the one who had made me cry, today, ive forgiven him . and forgotten about what had happened.

aload off my chest now.

2006-05-29T20:16:00.000+08:00

thanks tagger v1. but who are you? and who is region chaos?

CHINESE Os & WHAT DO I WANT IN LIFE

2006-05-29T20:05:00.000+08:00

Chinese Os was easy . i kinda sailed pass smoothly through the running waters. haha. THANK GOD it was easy. but my compo was difficult. i bet i cant score that well on there. BUT, trust in the Lord. (: as i was sitting for the exam, this song came to my mind something like " i am yours, i am yours , your my reason to live your my reason to breathe." i can sing while i was doing my chinese but i cant remeember noww.. ): im gonna meet jocey tml. im goonna see her in the uniform. haha
met agatha just now. lotsa thing in her mind i guess. oh dear. STAY STRONG!
then she ask me and LONG. what do we want in life. i got me strucked and think real hard now. although i answered her surfacely.
school has been real exhausting for me. real real real. especially with some "hindrance". well, life carrys on . (:

2006-05-29T19:33:00.000+08:00

5/1 REMEMBER TO BRING ENGLISH DICTIONARY FOR TOMORROW's ENGLISH LESSON!

WHY DO I ?

2006-05-28T14:22:00.000+08:00

what the hell. im so mad.! why do i always fall in and out of LOVE. first, was a crazy lovelorn sensitive guy. second, was a love-less guy. thereafter, a heartless.cold blooded mammal. next . "just like that" attitude. and others so on so forth.i woneder what comes next. i really hate it. im so silly and naive last time. but but ive saved my maiden kiss no one stole it away yett haha. boyfriend to me last time was like a best friend?. I DONT WANT. i just want true love.grr. i just hope whoever comes next will last long. HAHAA. * i hope. BUT.!. i dont need a man to survive, i dont want to waste time crying, mourning for them. i only need study. NOW NOW!. STUDYING IS MY BOYFRIEND. i dont want to bother about alll these men stuff. anyway wish me luck for tml's CHINESE PAPERS.

WHAT THE HELL?

2006-05-28T14:13:00.000+08:00

wa lau. stupid ernest. went into my Friendster and look at my photos, then his house BLACK-OUT. WTF. HAHA.

EVERYONE HAS IT, WHY NOT ME?

2006-05-28T13:55:00.000+08:00

im feeling real lonely now. i dont know whyy. i felt as if theres no one left? i mean , i mean, you know what i mean. if this is gonna carry on, i'lll rather die. I DIONT WANT ANY TOM. DICK .HARRY .AHH i dont want to be so alone. no no no.
anywayys, Chinese Os is SO NEAR. ITS TOMORROW. ahh. PLEASE GIVE ME A B3? no lower than that or else im gonna retake it. WHAT A JOKE. A2? A1? PLEASE GIVE ME THE LATTER ONE. if i want it , im gonna get it. (:

Dear Lord Father, if your reading this, grant me all of the above. Amen.

USE YOUR HANDS DAY. AND something else....

2006-05-26T18:48:00.000+08:00

haha. use your hands day was extremly FUN. yeahh. gotten the pail for our class, and unfortunately, i was one of the garbage PEOPLE. OH DEAR. haha. but it was fun, besides the rubbish and stuff. UNTIL, this very part. this is what happened, a few of us went out of school the rubbish chute and threw our rubbish. so did MR YAP AND MR GOH. den i was waiting for my turn to throw . den i went in, i carried two bags in. MR GOH threatened to lock me inside!! ): stupid man. to stop him from doing that, i placed a bag at the door. HAHA. but Mr YAP helped me carried in .i was closed behind doors with MR YAP LA! thanks to the squared-face MR GOH, YOU THINK SO FUN UH! . haha. so shy la, inside the rubbish chute just me and mr yap. AHH. i was so freakked-OUT. so pai seh. just me and him. AHH.den i pushed the door, MR GOH so childish. -_______-" aiyo. i came out , my face was flushed RED, my heart was beating freaking fast, haha . SO SHY !! AHH. thereafter Mr YAP and i didnt talked... HAHA both were so shy!

MOTHER TONGUE Os

2006-05-24T21:31:00.000+08:00

ahh. counting to MOTHER TONGUE Os. grr.

OBS

2006-05-24T21:27:00.000+08:00

haah. OBS sent me an email, tempted to go man. how i missed the days at OBS with Amundsen! OH BOY OH BOY. take a look at the new hols programme

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEIKWAN (:

2006-05-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

heyys mei kwan. i hope you had fun todayy. with all the presents and SURPRISES! OMGOSH birthday cake and getting high and drunk! HAHHA. AND AND. CREAM ON FACE. yummmyy. have fun on this special dayy, its for you my special girl! (:

ABSOLUTE VODKA.

2006-05-21T14:16:00.000+08:00

haha. the vodka we drank was so yucky, haha . i felt as if i was feeding myself with alcohol wipes. haha. that was strong man 40% . anyway, yesterday's steamboat was damn nice! (: i wanan eat again. haha. thanks meikwan! staying over at your house was fun. watching VCDs. the memoirs of a Geisha. SO TOUCHING. I LOVE THE CHAIRMAN. haha i am having a slight hangover now. my neck and head hurts like hell. ):

MY CHILDHOOD NIGHTMARE

2006-05-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=V7Oe62FKlac&search=IT%20scary

SCIENCE PRACTICAL

2006-05-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

science pract todayy! so fun. but i got my nose acidify. haha. i was pouring the mixture of solid X and HCl. and they reacted in the filter funnel which i hold really close to me. and it jumped, hit my nose and neck. i was like SHIT. PAIN. ): anywayys, it was fun!

WHAT SAY YOU?

2006-05-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

DAVINCI CODE WAS NICE. i was more shocked den amused. hahah. so many untrue stuff. alright , got the tickets from Vivien, paid her and off we go and eat. haha. Ying. and Long zhen. Jesslin, Stacey joined us later. FUN DAYY! thereafter Irene came. she so poor thing watch alone . cos she bought the tickets earlier at Century Square.
yeahh. FUN FUN!
anyways.. Long Zhen 's phone almost got stolen by this China Women. i just utterly hate them. ask me for the whole story. lazy to type. haha.
take care good nites!

tell me Quando, Quando , Quando
say its me that you adore
oh my darling tell me when.

Friends or Foe?

2006-05-18T10:17:00.000+08:00

you are always my foe, never my friend.

THANK GOD

2006-05-17T23:52:00.000+08:00

thank God man. i was still worrying that i could not get the tickets for DaVinCi Code tml. BUT praise the LORD. Vivien ask me if i wanted her 5 outstanding tickets, i was like WOW!. it save me the queing and stuff. HAHA. and i saved her day man,. but she stil left 2.. i hope i can helo her further.

):

2006-05-16T23:14:00.000+08:00

YOU ARE SUCHA HINDRANCE TO ME.

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY

2006-05-15T21:35:00.000+08:00

ON THE SAFARI BED! HAHA

BACC CAMP. JOCEY AND I

(:

2006-05-15T21:05:00.000+08:00

i saw hafiz and iman todayy. walked and talked all the way to my block , cos they're going to downtowneast yeah. MISS THEM SO MUCH. hafiz grown so much taller den before. iman stil the same. so suave. (: haha.
i miss everyone.

KOPE THIS FROM MY SISTER RATHER INTERESTING

2006-05-14T18:52:00.000+08:00

4 things/people that/who make you smile:
-KIWI ( so love this guyy, thanks alot! )
-MISTERZ
-Constance baby.
-Matthias Ng Jin Kai. ( Nephew)

4 ways to win my heart:
-give me chocolates
-say " I LOVE MARIE BIG TIME " LOUDLY to me on the streets
-sing my favorite song.

4 things i believe in:
-GOD.

4 things i am afraid of :
-MATTHEW GOH .
-LIZARDS
-'KAKA'
-DARK.

4 things i do everyday :
-SING. ( like everydayy)
-go online, blog.
-bathe.
-burp

4 things/people i want to see now:
-Berlinda GOH YING WEI. ( i miss you)
-Raymond Wong
-Jansen Huang

4 jobs i had:
-as someone's girl friend ( not anymore)
- VienTai waitress.
-BABI. ( im still a BABI.)
-EMCEE for william.

4 movies i can watch over and over:
-Harry potter and the prisoner of Azkanban.
-IT

4 places i have lived:
-Queenstown
-Marine Parade
-Pasir Ris

4 TV shows i loved:
-DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES
-PROJECT RUNWAY
-POLICE AND THIEF
-SPONGEBOB SQUARED PANTS

4 places i have vacationed:
-Malaysia ( my first vacation overseas?)

4 of my fav tidbits:
-WHEELS.
-chocolates
-ruffles
-mochi ice cream

4 sites i visit daily:
-my own blog.
-friendster
-hotmail.com
-isketch.com

4 places I'd rather be right now:
- beach
-on my bed
-orchard road

4 pple i am tagging:
-not at the moment.

HAPPY MUMMY DAY.

2006-05-14T18:29:00.000+08:00

happy mothers' dayy to my ah bu. hahah. i didnt give her anything. ): but , i know she wont want. what she wanted always was me to be a good girl and listen to her. haha. anyway, i love you mummy. ! (: though i dont say all these mushy mushy things, but u know it best. love love

HAPPY.

2006-05-14T18:24:00.000+08:00

OMGOSH. really reallly wanna say a BIG THANK YOU to kiwi! i just love this guyy so muuch. haha. he gave me all this guide books. hehh. and he delievered up to my home. aww. THANKS ALOT .and the guide books dont come like 5 or 6 , he gave me a whole BOX of it. one BIG BIG BOX, filled with the books. haha. thank you lovelove!! ((:

BACC

2006-05-14T14:11:00.000+08:00

Becoming a contagious christian. (: the camp is so fun.
im so tired noww.. off to bed.

CAMP (:

2006-05-11T23:40:00.000+08:00

ill be off for CAMP tml till saturdayy. havne pack my baggy yet. and haven write my homework. im gooona share it with ying. longzhen, meikwan. haha ((:

A VERY TIRED DAYY

2006-05-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

haha. tired dayy for me. last paper for middys had jus finished. History Paper 2. hmm. badly done i guess. i only studied on China. HAHA. the KMT. red army and stuff. climbing mountain ranges. haa. anywayy, went Expo todayy. with Long Zhen. Agatha. Mei kwan. i bought a BRA. set. whooo! young hearts lingerie. i bought a white and green striped undieS! i so lovee. it. haa. den all of us went Bugis. searched for tiff's present. found it. bought it. den went around searching for things to buyy. all 3 of us brought the smiliar tops BUT different colours. SO HAPPY. but my feet are so so tired.
meikwan. you bite me again! i'll bite you back, you look like a strawberry ICE CREAM to me.
Long Zhen looked like vanilla ice cream todayy.
I looked like chocolate ice cream todayy.
WE ARE THE METROPOLITAN ICE CREAM FROM FAIR PRICE.
anyway. Yusri was complaining to me online. saying our school lots of express students ended up in his simei ITE. oh dear.
this is what he said. " see laa. all of you look donw on NT students .." i was like NOT ME! they are my friends. if i look down on them , would i make friend with MATTHEW !!! haa. i saw adelene todayy. kinda miss her laa. (: i miss fateha, fazilah, ai ni. miss all of my NT friends. i hope they are doing well yahh.

heres something for all my friends!

Its a new year
start of a something true
but not for me
because i'm missing you

This great nite,
A nite for others that shine
But only with you
would i ever feel fine

To hold you in my arms again
To have your embrace on this nite
but alas, i am blue
because i am missing you

So just know
That i love you so
and if its my soul you want free
then just come and embrace me

Then i will no longer
need to say 'i miss you'

LAST CHRISTMAS.

2006-05-10T17:14:00.000+08:00

i love this song. i was going through my media files den found this song.
"last christmas i gave you my heart.. dadada..."
den this rang in the song expectionally LOUD. " I THOUGHT YOU WEERE SOMEONE SPECIAL.."

christmas 05 was great. (:

JUST CANT GET ENOUGH OF HIM.

2006-05-10T16:04:00.000+08:00

hah. today's geography paper was quite okie. haa. MR YAP. haa.he came into the exam hall i was so perked! just by starring at him melts my heart. haa. NO LA. SO DRAMA. i like mr yap's silly face. so silly i cant get enough of him. hes skinny, wore specs. speaks his own slag like hes got an ulcer growing on his tongue. but hes CUTE!. haa. speaking of ulcers. im having one now. i cant speak properly laa. ): i cant even laugh out loud, i will drool if i laugh darn loud. haaha

HAPPY SHALA LA

2006-05-10T15:51:00.000+08:00

EVERYONE so happy mid years almost over. BUT. for me its not. next paper. Mother Tongue GCE O levels MOCK. den the REAL MT GCE O LEVELS EXAMINATION . AHH.
pulls hair.

BK

2006-05-09T11:20:00.000+08:00

im so full now.BK's $ 2 breakfast fulled me!

chemistry + rude-dies

2006-05-09T11:02:00.000+08:00

chemistry was easy. but, if i had studied well, it would be even easier yah?

anyways,
i just hate people who are so rude.
PLEASE say hi before you even start a conversation.
ill mannered brat.

dream dream dream...

2006-05-08T14:03:00.000+08:00

after today's maths paper , suddenly something struck me. what will i be in life? what do i want in life? and i decided to blog it.
i want to grow old, age, not face! i dont want to look old. ):
i want to go London. and stay away from exams, work and urban life.
i want to stay near a church too.
i want to build a small house near the beach. surrounding me are thousands and thousands of white tulips. yellow sunflowers. lavender. each type of flowers with different colours. and the sea waters must be super clear.
just me and my man.
we can fish there, camp fire there for our dinner.
suntanning by the beach, i love the smell of the seawater. with wind blowing to your cheeks.
AWW, how great. i cant wait for my dream to come true.

DIE DIE DIE

2006-05-08T13:50:00.000+08:00

WA LAU. maths paper two was hell difficult. AHH. how am i gonan take O levels in this shit. OMGosh. i need alot of pushing man. really. ): tml Chemistry. watch how i die .

PARTY PROMOTING SLOGAN.

2006-05-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

haha. this is crazy i know. but i can recite all the promoting slogan of the different parties. HAHA. PAP is. " dear resident of Pasir Ris- Punggol GRC, Please vote for PAP, for a brighter future.. " something liek this. den followed by the malay one, chinese one den hindi one. HAHA. this is funny man, the loud haler van pass by my house almost every half an hour. den the SDA party has many many languages. aside from the 4 usual languages, they had the dialect. damn funny. just saw a lorry from the SDA. waving at the people from the blocks. apparently, there is no people looking out laa. HAAH

who will win this election?

PAP. ELECTION TOMORROW.

2006-05-05T14:04:00.000+08:00

AHH. my school is so.. outtaa words to describ. first of all,only special events school look upgraded. like speech day, painting, new cateen, okie. todayy. went toilet, the water tap ran full blast ! i was like,wow school is treating us good man. BUT. i just remembered, today our school was selected as the polling station. HAHA.

okayy. i made this blog myself! nice nice! (:

OHWAHTTHEHECK

2006-05-05T12:35:00.000+08:00

YEAYY. weekend's coming again. yays. my days passed so fast. prolly cos of exams. im now counting down which sub im gonaa fail man. HISTORY. (CONFIRMED) . S.S ( confirmed) MATHS ( PENDING...) haa

rain drops falling on my head.

2006-05-04T12:25:00.000+08:00

MATHS paper was HELL. so difficult. 80 marks siol. GRR. what is the weight of an white and brown egg.? equation. haa. grr.

STUDY HELP.

2006-05-01T21:37:00.000+08:00

shagg. i cant studyy. sigh. met up with rehana and saidi and played pool. really couldnt study thats why.

dance aftermath

2006-05-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

ahh. body aching. butt aching AHAH

2006-04-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

dance was fantastic! YEAYY! im in the one voice dance team now. i can serve God in another way now too. isnt that great. (: i learnt quite alot todayy, thanks shane! (: and and ive learnt the body roll. BEYONCE move. haha.

2006-04-29T09:03:00.000+08:00

haha. studying was fun yesterdayy. could'nt really concentrate though cos was so excited and anxious to watch the TV show. rachel was the killer. no no. rachel's guy was the killer, sean. yeahh.
after the downtown thingy. i met up with mel. CY. Lyon.( is this how you spell his name ? ) yeah. went bedok, they played billard i just watch. hang out till 1 plus went tampines met shuki and his bike clan. yayy. den went home round 2. flag a cab.

2006-04-28T15:29:00.000+08:00

english paper i was rushing hella man. chinese was easier because time is longer.

2006-04-27T21:01:00.000+08:00

i feel so owned. say what you want and i dont care.
owned.

2006-04-26T22:33:00.000+08:00

OH NEMO, HUBBY. " how i wish you're a chinese " DARN, i shouldnt have said that. HUBBY! you shouldnt have said that either. HAHAH ):

FLOWERS BECOME SECRETS.

2006-04-26T22:22:00.000+08:00

someone ask me something today. " Marie ahh. why never decorate handbook already? " i told the person. " well thanks, you notice me , dont you.? " i repiled again " im kinda tired doing that. (: " DUH!im hiding something. WELL. im gonna say it all out here. someone stole my handbook when i was in sec 2 or 3? cant remmeber. around that period of time. i was hella angry den. but i didnt lost my cool. i just shut up. to think that person who stole my handbook and READ! thinks im stupid. and of course, the truth will always come to LIGHT! for goodness sake. IT IS JUST A SCHOOL HANDBOOKK + DIARY. why steal and read , what the hell. im always waiting for this moment, finally ive know who is that person. shameless. please stop all this childish things. doesnt mean, i dont say you, i dont know who you are, i just dont want to spoilt this last year. you know who you are. have some conscience.

2006-04-26T17:59:00.000+08:00

haha ive got this funyn clip to show u guys. ESP. THOSE MAPLE PLAYERS OUT THERE. watch it. this guy lost his mind after playing it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gf9tfbjAcfg

2006-04-26T17:16:00.000+08:00

the moment i woke up, i rush to the lights and switch it on. i couldnt find what walked pass my hand and face last night. PRAYING HARD it was an ant. NOT SPIDER OR LIZARD. ahaha anyway. POW. got into a fight todayy. hes not those impulsive guyy alright. somehow, someone must have sparked it off. to that sec 4 fagg, DONT PLAY WITH THE SEC 5s, you might not handle this potion. POW really scares me todayy. THANK GOD hes alright. haha. almost half of the sec 4s and 5s guys were retained after recess. funny thing was everyone wanted to see whats going on at the toilet. and of cos the boys toilet. HAHA. English oral was good. though ive know im making some mistakes. well, nothing is perfect laa. AHAHA (:

make peace. or die

SAY WHAT YOU WANT. AND I DONT CARE.

2006-04-24T14:51:00.000+08:00

I JUST WANNA BREAK DOWN SO BADLY.
STRONG DISCONTENTMENT.

2006-04-24T14:49:00.000+08:00

where is the help when i needed the most?

2006-04-23T13:47:00.000+08:00

OH HELLO LOVE.

2006-04-22T10:15:00.000+08:00

heyys. yesterdayy was fun. went to BEDOK once again. haha. hasnt been there for quite a while alreadyy. (: ate our favourite foodd! YESYES. haa. long zhen. ying. anglela. yi jie. wenxin. darrell. jonjon.yi jun. wei long. xiang ming and ming hui. yeahh. after all these, went i jun house downstairs for STREET SOCCER. haha. not me playing laa. (:
ahh. ive got thing to bother noww.
viviann's birthday is today. i wanan go, but ive got one voice practice. how?